I am still searching for answer but i decided to change to wait for an answer after much thoughts like : faith like mustard seed, God hashis plans, for husband to love their wife. Well after searching i found out that there is possibilities of marriage for everyone cause we are suppose to look for it and also... dun get a big hat with a small head lah!
okay but still i have this hard feelings... i have decided to watch KISS the korean show which is another taiwan show of 恶作剧之吻。is like knowing what will happen but still wanna watch the korean features... after a few episode i cried! cause the lady decided to move out of the house they use to stay, this was to keep her life going... and i realised this move was a step that most of us couldn't do when we really wanna hold on and when we see the right person according to our thinking. But... (my brother come disturb me and i am lost of words) i think its always good and difficult to love a life according to the Lord... So hard to not be a obedient kid cause when we are a small kid we run, fall and feel the pain. After this post i will live everyday with that smile and patience of waiting .
This week is the 3rd week of FYPJ... seriously i find it stressful... cause i really put affort and still get 4 STARS for week 1! haix.... i cannot complete my level 3 also .... the windows are making me mad, and i feel like a architecture. I think he knows i am angry after today, i hope he knows cause at least show me u are responsible and make me feel that i have reliable team mates hao ma?
I know is okay to tear and tell God to heal... just let it flow and let it out ! TML will be a brand new days that awaits me and YOU!
ps: I know u will not see this but i just wanna say 加油!! :D (as usual this smile has its story.)
I hope for an answer without asking .
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