Nononononono

I am really saying no to alot of things this time..
i need to learn to pick the things i care!
time to think about myself!
I hate what has been happening...
Its tearing me apart cause its like playing the guessing game!
I want to knock into the doors of the sad ppl cause it really hurts when you see them
So scard that you will mind... having a hard time...
I care about you, but yet i know i dun want to care...
I'm turing away cause i wanna choose to be happy.
I wanna care about myself, my feelings
But i know somethings cannot rush so... i'm waiting lah.
I dun wanna make the first move cause i want to see my space in you
I'm finding it so hard to squeeze myself into you.
I sometimes hope that i dun have to react to anything yet i get notice
Perharps hard lah... the fact that some are better...
I learn that you cannot fight to be better but... i rather fight to be happier!


WEnt benji's house ytd for the Surprise party yet...
BEnji know lah (What to do he is 24 liao...)... somehow...
wanted supper but i did not eat cause... i was unwell...
His BUBBLES so cute!!!!!!!!!
OH MY... yes marjiong then... THANKS to CARLOS the driver...
drive me to get supper for my bro and................
HOME SWEET HOME


I dun want anything, i dun expect anything
I just want to be happier... cause i wanna hang that SMILE!
TO ppl out there, CRY is the relieve... dun be ashame...
dun forget that cry will not solve the prob so.... u STILL need solution!!!