Friday, October 5, 2007

IS this STRESS?

Somethings just cannot be force but i have been pushing to be who i dislike to be.. i really hate myself... y must i look strong and be strong? i think i really gone throgh alot of things... i really long for a holiday... but i cannot waste time to study! 爱是不可一勉强的,就算是有情。i think is not about what has happen before or what i think is not about how much u score in O level cause everyone will have to go throgh it... but it is the process of it... dun because of a exam then become like that can? i get very sad.. i feel so wothout love to see ppl feel this lonelyness in them... i felt like crying... this sour feeling in my heart... i dun wanna be seeing this scene... i hate it... i hate it i hate it i really hate i got no more strength to move on! is asking result the only sentance?! shut up !!!!!!!!!!!!! those smart ppl dun be selfish! stupid ppl u are not useless unless u give up on urself !!!!! 我很讨厌这种生活方式! is this call stress?
When can I REST like this---->>>
I need REST~

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