in anger!

today go watch harry potter felt sad at first cause is like i really dun know what i am doing... rite Pei lei?.. well watch movie with ee wee, pl, qi ting, qianning, mei ying, jac and jia ni... haha kind of like so long never watch movie with them... today 1st time watch movie with them... 1st time watch at hub cathay... 1st time use my debit card... 1st time all turn out to be in anger cause i saw wad i didn't want to care! just get off my heart!... u are hurting me... again and again... listening was not bad... wanted to sms u but too much of things! stress comes like 1st headach..2nd cannot eat well... 3rd stomach pain... pain like 2 days le.. always around the same time one!
Simply wanna ask do u wanna see me suffer?

what am i to u? a ball? a toy? or rather an idiot! fine... u want this u have it!

u do what it takes to hurt and shatter this heart of mine!

do whatever it help to let me... may be it was just me all along rite?

i discover all the hides u have! now do u think i still wanna talk to u?

enough of all this! it just SUCKS MY LIFE! with unfinish question...